Floatation

I dont understand something..... 

ok so the first Steve Lawler DJ night i went to i met a drop dead gorgeous FLAWLESS and i mean FLawless girl and she turned out to be egyption. we were all dancing together and having a great time when suddely her friend asked D where shes from and she told them she's Egyptian the girls got scared and went off! second steve night same hot girl came over and said hello to us and her friend drags her away! TONIGHT we go to see steve somewhere random and the girl came up to me and started dancing then HER FREIND TOOK HER AWAY!!!! what the fuck!!!!! get a life girls because we r arab doent mean we r gna ruin ur rep !!!! we r in the same boat girls we r fucked and partying and having a blast just like u are!!!!! get a life weird friend of hot girl!!! 

ok im going to enjoy whats left of my buzz...

goodnight

2 weeks of utter Weirdness....

After an intense assessment and weekend of unimaginable mishaps i decided to re-evaluate my life. I sat for 3 days looking into an empty space just to regain my perspectives i came to realize that the longer Im away from home the more i loose who i am. i might be growing but who said thats a good thing...  Im loosing the child in me where is she? i cant find her....

 i tried to going to my fav places where i keep a lot of unforgetable memories but she wasn't there.  anyone know where she is?

I went to a gallery opening it was fun alot of sexually explicit art being analyzed by people who stare at it with drooling faces pretending its not turning them on. Then i saw her the girl that will not get out of my head! She had medium length hair in partial dreds with a lip piercing the kind that goes through her actual lip (sexy ass piercing) but what made me stare was her sad eyes... she moped around the room looking completely lost i found myself watching her and forgetting the art around me. She made me feel so bad i felt i had to help her but she disappeared and all i have left is a memory of the sad girl that i couldn't help.. 

i turned into a narcoleptic ! from insomniac to a narco what a freak right??? it started with my vivid cookie eating dreams and scary mirror filled rooms and angry clowns with red roller skates attacking me. that kept me awake now I'm falling asleep at every chance i get to sit down. chemical imbalance? i don't know all i know is that i cant go out alone anymore... well until blood tests come back...

i miss the sun and happiness...

im depressed again excuse the whole post