i tried to going to my fav places where i keep a lot of unforgetable memories but she wasn't there. anyone know where she is?
I went to a gallery opening it was fun alot of sexually explicit art being analyzed by people who stare at it with drooling faces pretending its not turning them on. Then i saw her the girl that will not get out of my head! She had medium length hair in partial dreds with a lip piercing the kind that goes through her actual lip (sexy ass piercing) but what made me stare was her sad eyes... she moped around the room looking completely lost i found myself watching her and forgetting the art around me. She made me feel so bad i felt i had to help her but she disappeared and all i have left is a memory of the sad girl that i couldn't help..
i turned into a narcoleptic ! from insomniac to a narco what a freak right??? it started with my vivid cookie eating dreams and scary mirror filled rooms and angry clowns with red roller skates attacking me. that kept me awake now I'm falling asleep at every chance i get to sit down. chemical imbalance? i don't know all i know is that i cant go out alone anymore... well until blood tests come back...
i miss the sun and happiness...
im depressed again excuse the whole post
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Funny. The longer you’re away from home, you feel that you loose who you are, why I feel that the longer we’re away from what we unconsciously got molded into, the more I discover the true me. I would tell you the awful truth; that children actually grow. But I know that deep down inside of you, you’ll always have that retarded little girl :) so don’t you worry, and don’t you go searching for somethignt hats right there. She’s just on meds. She’ll come alive shortly. I heard narcolepsy and mono are in correlation of one another. Got mono?freak. this is what happens when people get too dependant on Drugs. I told you so, I told you so.
Don’t you live with a therapist? Talk to her.
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